Frustrated whife

My wife is getting closer and closer. I dont know what will happen when she takes the next step – if she hasnt already behind my back – and I’m to obsessed to stop it. I am Black cock porn addicted. I have been slowly over the years manipulating her into a Black cock slut – first taling about big hard Black dick during our "sex" making her say its what she wants. Then getting a huge Black dildo to replace my small pink penis. At first I know she was just humoring me, but now she can only orgasam if that big Black dildo is pumping her and she is talking about fucking a Black guy we know named Curtis.
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